同性恋者对特殊性取向的内心想法

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　　被岁月驱使的想法

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　　逃出日常生活中的束缚

　　zaimanlegongzuozhong、jiazhongyuzeren，taderichangrichangshenghuojianjianchengweiletadeshufu，jushuzhusuixinsuoyudeyuyi。turanchuxianchuguimubiao，daijitayizhongquanxindeshifanggan，sihushichuanyueshijianyukongjianqingxutanxian。zaineigeshijieli，tanenggoupiekaiyiwu，jinqingdixiangshouzishendeshijichongdong。yexu，zhengshizheiyangdetaolixianshidechongdong，shitatuiguangzhenxin，shitakewangtihuidaozhenzhengdeaiqing。

　　情绪苦闷里的追寻与弥补

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　　渴望与身份认同的再生

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　　迷途的罪孽与个人价值的考验

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　　54suinanrenchuguihuifuchuzhenganqingma，zai54suinanshengchuguishi，tadeganqingshifoushushi，meifajiandandetuilun。nianlingqinshenjinglishidetamengengchengshuhelixing，danshineixindereqinghekewangquebingmeiyoubansuizhesuiyueyuanqu。renrendouyouzhuiqiuzhenaiheshenfenrentongdequanli，erchuguizhishiyizhongxingweidejielun。zairenshengdeshizilukou，tamenyexuhuifuchuzhenganqing，youyuzhenqingwuguannianlinghejiexian。