出轨的女人的自白：为了报复丈夫，我出轨3次，一点都不好过

 wochuguilelaogongyuanlianglewoshiweihe？tiaoxuanbaofuwaiyu，renweihuirangziyixinlijunhengyidian，yuanxianzheijiushizuizhemozijide。chuguidenvrendezibaiyounaxieni？

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假如说，发觉老公出轨，做为老婆，爱情保卫战？

yikuernaosandiaosi？liyi？

shihuashishuo，yingduilaogongduiyuwodechuguixingwei，woxuanzelebaofuwaiyu，bingqiebuzhiyici，shisanci。

 benrenweiwodexinlinghuiyinerhuodejunheng，laogongzuochudecuowonengdangfenbiziyiyangmoqu，yibigouxiao。keshi，baofuwaiyu，yaowoshenxianwujindebeitongzhong。

 wodemingzijiaoyanfei，2021nian30sui。yinianqianwofaxianlelaogongchuguile。neishihoudewowanwanxiangbudao，woduitaneimehao，taweishahaixuyaoduiyuwozuochuzheigeshierlai？

 wochuguilelaogongyuanlianglewoshiweihe？laogongjiaocaojun，shiyimingyibandechejiaolianyuan，tacongzhukechusheng，zaiyigejiaxiaoxuechedangshang3niandezhuke。tagenpingchangdechejiaolianyuanbuyiyang，tawenwanerya，burongyigaoshengxiongxuesheng，yebuhuiyanshendaizhi，bingliangjiqi。fanguolai，tashiyigetaiyangdenanhaier，wuheidejifu，wailuxuebaideya，yeyoulianggexiaoxingxing，shifentaorenxihuan，xueshengdouxiaigentaxuejiazhao。

 zhihou，taleijileyidingderenmaiquanziyuan，bingqudelejiaolianzhengjiuxiangdudangyimian。tajiazhongbingbufuyou，keshiwoniangjiarenhuoshifeichanghaode，yuefuyuemuchuqianjitamenzumenmian，maijiaxiaojiaolianche，shenqingzhuceyijianqiye。yiqiedoushiwobangtaqingxide，tazhiyaozhuanxinzhizhiketangjiaoxuejiukeyi。

 meiyicizengtianxinqiche，tadouanshizheyouwoxuangou，dantazhuandemeiyifenqiandouburongyilijingwoshou。zheiyidianwobuzaiyi，zhongjiuduozhuandebitaduo，wobuhuixiqitadeqian。

 bangtazizhuchuangye，buqingchushihaoshihuai，chejiaolianyuanyuanbenyeshiyige“gaofengxian”degangwei，bixuyingduibuyiyangdexuesheng，zaiqizhongbuquenvxuesheng，zaiketangjiaoxuezhong，zaisuonanmianyoushentipengchu，feichangrongyichanshengwujie。

果真，在经营1年之后，驾校学车越干越大，还聘用了好多个助课和教练员，但我逐渐发觉老公有一些不当之处。依照常规而言，做为老总的他，不用夜里去课堂教学，只需交到助课承担监管就可以。但老公觉得自身亲自严格把关会好点，因此经常吃过饭就出门，直至夜里才回家。

 youwan，tazaixianzao，wojuedexiangxijieshaohaoduogezimeidaotadexuejiazhao。wodiankaitadeshoujishangjiashangzimeideshoujiweixinshi，fajueyouyigenvxueshengjitamenfaguolaixinxineirong：

“jiaolianyuan，chuquyinjiuma，wohaizai302kfangdengzheni。”

 chuziyunvrendemingan，wowangshangmianfanyuetamendeweixinliaotianjilu，fajuezheiyinvxueshengshifenhuimaimeng。haihuijixufazishenhezuijiudexiangpianjiwolaogong，shifenwumeidongren。

 neitianwanshang，wozhuizongtachulai，fajuetazaimouyizhuzhaixiaoquzhuanchejiesongleyigenvrenjinrucheneihou，benxiangfeiliaodegongyeyuanquli。lianggerenzaicheshangchanmianfeicehaozhangshijian，zhizhiwokaiqiqichechemenyike，zhangfuhenvxueshengdewochuoshicaiwanquanpuchu。

neitianwanshang，zhangfukukuaiqiu，lishirihouhaipazaifangzongle。

 danwodexinlichukainaonu，daliangdeshibuganxin。meiyiciyeshenrenjingshideqingkuangxia，wozongshihuixianruchensi，weishatouruqiancai、shijian、huoliquweifuzhutadegongzuo，zhidaorujinfazhanzhuangdale，taquemeiyouxinhuaiganen，haipanbianwo？

 queshi，woshebudewangji，buyuancongciyongliyilaihuasuanta，woxiangshitashizhebeichuguideweidao。wowaibiaoshangshiyuanliang，guoshangchangguidefuqixingshenghuo，shishishang，wobeidiliquezhujianzhaolebuyiyangdenansheng，wojiangyaoyaojinxingyichangbaofudexingdong。

迅速，老同学聚会上，我遇上了追求完美我的男生阿强。尽管多年未见，分别有妻室，可是两杯吞下后，大家没多久就和好如初，我主动进攻，向他献殷勤，那天晚上，大家到了酒店餐厅。

 zaitachongliangdeqingkuangxia，wozuodaochuangbianshouzuwucuo，wojiujingzenmela？wojingranhuizuoaishangyoufuzhifudeneiren，danxiangqilelaogongyiqianchuguinvxueshengdeshi，woqidachubulaiyichulai，yuexiangyueganjuebiequ，weihetanengpanbianwo，woyaoyuanliang？

aqiangchuquhou，wocongcimeiduosikao，baxinyiheng，gentafashengleguanxi。

 guohou，aqiangchouguoyigenyanbianshuoyaolikaile，kanjiantaliqudeshenying，wobingmeiyoushebude，youyuwogenaqiangbingbushiyouzhenqinggan，dajiajinjinniqingwoyuan，keshiwoduifulaogongchuguidexiaoguoyedadaole。

 benrenwei，wodexinlinghuijunhengyidian，keshi，xiangqilaogonggennvxueshengzaicheshangchanmianfeicedechangjing，wobianganshoudaowuru，beibierenpanbiandeweidaoqueshinanshou。

meiyicilaogongguidinggenwoguoxingshenghuoshi，wohaihendichu，yiqianpanbianwodenanren，ruhezuoyewufawanhuiwoxinzhongdebahen。

yiner，meimeidajiazhengchaoyihou，wodoushihuiweizijiyigejianqingxinqingdeyuanyin，woyouzaiyicixiangqilewaiyu。

 wodegukesunzong，tayizhihenshangxiwodegongzuotaidu，changchangshuoqingwoyongcan。shishishang，tashimilianwodemeimao。jiranfuqiganqingbuhexie，haibururangziyiguodekaixin。wotongyisunzongdeyaoyue，wancanzhihou，dajiaxinzhidumingdifashengleguanxi。

 buqingchuweihe，wobenlaiduichuguinanrenmeixingqu，jinjinxiangduifulaogongdechuguixingwei，laitianbuzijixinzhongdejunheng。keshi，waiyuzheijianshiqingjinguanshibufuzeren，danwoyijiuqipanyicicideyonghunwaiqinglaiduifuta。

disanciwaiyu，shizaiwoyaoqudujialvyoudeqingkuangxiachanshengde。

 neiyinian，woyuhaoduogehaoguimiqulvxing，qineijieshileyiqunhaowaneryouyisidenanhaizi，tamennianlingbingbuda，haoxianggangbiyelvyoude。zaidajiahaoduogejiejiedejiaoliuxia，zaigouhuokuanghuanshangdahuoergechangzaiwudewanfengle，wojiarulezaiqizhongyigenanshengdelianxidianhua，bingjijianshizhetahuilaiwodewoshiwan，zaiwodeyinyouxia，dajiazaiyicitishengledaodedixian。

 diertianzaochen，zaojiufajueshenghuozhongdenanhaizizaoyiliqu，lianlianxidianhuayeshanchule，yinweiwojibuqitademoyang，liuyouwoyirentangzaichuangshangfaleng。kanjianchuangwai，woyebuzhidaoziyijiujingzaiganma。

经历三次外遇，可以说对付的心里早已做到，但我认为仍然难以释怀老公，与此同时忽略自己做了背叛者的客观事实。

 woshenweinvxing，buduanchushouzigederoushenlaixunzhaokuaile，daodishiqueshihuoshenghuoshiwanquandeshudiao？woqueshibuqingchu，danyouyidianwokeyihaowuyiwendeshi，woshizaizuojianziji，langfeizishen，zaileyongwuzhijingdewaiyuzhong，woyiwangle。rangziyibianweiyigeyiqianbeizishenbuxihuandedisanzhe。

 yifanzuijiuyihou，wowanquandibaochiqingxingle，nvxingduidaihunyinshenghuozhongdepanbian，bingbushiyiyanhaiyan，zibaoziqilaichengchulingyifang，zhishibixuziliziqiangqilai，huochuqiangjingdezishen，rangchuguinanrenhouhuimoji，zheiyeshizuiqiangyoulidehaiji。chuguidenvrendezibaiyounaxieni？

zaiwangshangyouyigexiaohuashineiyangshuode：gouyaoleni，nandaoshuoniyeyaoyaohuitaqu？

 yiyangdedadaoli，ruguoniyingduihunyinshenghuozhongdechuguixingweishi，nandaoshuoninengyicuozaicuoquzuoshenmelingrenzengefangandebeipanzhema？zheileiyiyanhaiyandexingshibudui，zhinengrangrengengweizengezishenbianchenglezuiyuanhenderen。chuguidenvrendezibaiyounaxieni？

 youguanjingtixin，wojuedexuduonvshizaodaolaogongdepanbianshi，diyishijianhuixiangqizheiyiyumeidefangshi。tanengjieyishidexinzhongzhihen，danzhihouzhinengrangrengengweitongkubukan。youyudajianvshiwanbule，wanbuqi，zhimingduxiangbixingaoqiaodexinlizhuangtaihuigengguanjian。

jibianzaizheiliduanduifugerenxingweizhongranglingyifangzaodaoyanlidaji，danyucitongshiyeweizijizhimingdeyiji。

 wochuguilelaogongyuanlianglewoshiweihe？duifuchuguixingweidegerenxingwei，bingbushiyiqirenzhidaohaiziqirenzhishen，zhishibixuzishenqianghanqilai，yingyongdibaituozheiyiwoxuan，bingyouchongzudezichanduichuguixingweidenanrenshuoyiju“kaishui”，suihouzishensatuodebuhuitou，ranglingyifangchangdaodouhuiqingle，zheijiushinvxingzuipiaoliangdehaiji。