一个出轨的女人自述：只要出轨一次，就会后悔一辈子？

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秦梅：

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一开始我拒绝了，我不能接纳叛变我爱人的作法，在我夜里回家时我觉得十分孤单，我不经意中在想这一，其实我老公一年四季都管不住我，我儿子中学时每星期回家一次，如果我养着一个小男友得话也不会有些人晓得的，即然我不会差钱又很无聊，我都比不上养个小男友聊陪着我让我不会孤独，其他女性能够如此做我为什么不能那样作为呢，之后第二天早晨，我悄悄给朋友通电话，让她帮我详细介绍一个奶狗来玩下。

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wodeshense，wodedongzuo；shizhijinri，niyezhumuguo。chuguidenvrenhuihouhuima？

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