爱的错觉,意志坚强忠实于自我

 aideditushishenme？dangwomengangkaishijiuzheishudejianjieyunanrenmengoutongjiaoliushi，wobingbuqingchuhuihuodenaxiedehuiying。wojuede，jiandao“‘huai’nvrenyouxierenai”zheiyixiaoshuomingzihou，yixienanrenhenyoukenenghuiliketiaochulaieryan：“nanrenbuxihuan‘huai’nvren!”danshi，keguanshishizhenghaoxiangfan。tamenyibianyouyibiandixuancheng，neiyangdenvrenhuirangtamenshifenhenganxingqu。youshi，tamenhuixiangximiaoshunanrenai“huai”nvrendeyuangu。youshi，tamenhuiwenyiju：“shide，weihewomendouai‘huai’nvrenni?”danshi，zai90%zhishangdeshijianli，tamenburongyifouding“huai”nvrenrangtamenhenganxingquzheiyikeguanshishi。neimeaidecuoweiyounaxieni?xiamianjiugensuixiaobianyiqilaikankanaidecuojuedewenzhangba。

 nanrenbingbuzenghennijiangzishenbaifangzaidiyiwei。zhenghaoxiangfan，shishishangnanrenhuiduiyucishibiaomingzhongshi。ruguonikeyidandudeqingkuangxia，tahuijuedezishenjianbangdeyalihaoxianghuanjielehenduo，tawuxumeishimeikehongrengaoxing。tahuijiangnikanzuoyigeyouguishugandenvren，erbushiyigeyagenbuqingchuzishenyaoxiangnaxiedemeiyoudanaodecaolvnvren。

 aidecuowei,jiangzishenbaifangzaidiyiwei，daibiaozhenijiangzhongxueruheshushuzi。zaishuxuezhong，shuzi1paizaishuzi2deqianbian(1，2……xunhuanwangfu……1,2……)。nishishuzi1，tacaisuanshishuzi2!erdaojinriyijing，nihenyoukenengyizhizaifanyigebuzhengque，neimejiushiyishuzi2gangkaishishuzishen，shuzi1naizhicongweishuguo。niraoguoleshuzi1，neishiyouyunimeiyouganjuedaozishendeguanjian。

 shenghuo，bianshizhongxiaoxuedetuokuan。yigesannianjidexueyuankaojinlingyigexiaohaihehuta。tadaguotayibazhang，duoletadewucanqian，suihoupaokai。jinyouyizhongxiaohaiziburongyizaoshouhehu：tahuidahehutadenagexiaohaiyibazhang，suihounahuiwucanqian(jiarutachayidianxincunjiaoxingtaoli，nenggouzaiduodatayixia)。

 “huai”nvrenzhangwochengrenpingshishenghuozhongdeguilv。dajiameirifanfuyiyangdeshier。aideditushishenme？bulunshinidepengyou、qinren、penyou，naizhishilianren，tamenhuichangshidaniyibazhang，suihoupaokai。weiyibuyiyangdeshi，zaizheizhongrenqunzhong，meirenxiangqiangzounidewucanqian。wuluntamenshibushiyishidao，tamenxiangqiangzoudejiushinidexinxin。

 jiarunijianxinziji，jiubayanguangdingzainiderenshengdaoluzhixiangbiaoshang，bubiyouyiqiegulv。jiarujinizongtimubiao、lixianghuolixiang……neimazainichongxiangdaodazhandezailvtu，yaoshixiangxinnizishen，niyejiuyidingnengdidadaodazhan。

 aidecuojue,zainideyishengzhong，dajiahuiqinfenyaobaibudingniduizishendexinnian。jiaruchanshengzheileizhuangkuang，nixuyaotishizishen：tamenzuodaomudideweiyifangshi，jiushinirongxutamenzuodaomudi。ruguonishunzhexingmingdedaluqianxingshi，yidingyaogaogemengjin，yongbuzhibu。zairenheshike，doububirangsuoyourenyaobaibudingniduizishendexinnian，youyuneicaijiushinizhenshiyouzhedeyiqie。