爱的错觉,坚守阵地

 aideditushishenme？“huai”nvrenbingbingbushiyizhongbutaihaodepinpaixingxiang。tashidajiadouzhidaodejiushi“huai”nvrendegaijinban。tajibushengseculu、zhuoliedijian，yebuhuigenjuxutaolaidedao zishenyaoxiangdewupin。tayongxingdongbiaoshuzishendejianyi。tagengweixianzhudetedianshi：burongyizhimibuhuidiqutaohaoyigenanren，huozhechutazishenyiwaidesuoyouren。neima，daodiyousheinenggouchengzhiweishi“huai”nvrenni?qingkanxiamiandejieding：neimeaidecuoweiyounaxieni?xiamianjiugensuixiaobianyiqilaikankanaidecuojuedewenzhangba。

 renyigeburongyiyouyutaren(bulunshimouyinanrenhuanshitashenghuozhongdesuoyouren)dejianyieryongtouzhuangshudenvren。tagaoqingchu，jibian youxierenbuzantongta，neiyedanshijinjinyijianyujianyibale;yiner，zheibingbuqueshihen.guanjian。taburongyiqinfenzuodaobiedesuoyourendeguifan，zaitayanli，jinyoutazishendeguifancaisuanshizhenshideguifanchuziyuzheiyiyuanyin，tayunanrendeguanliandabuyiyang。

 “huai”nvrenhaicongyizhongbuyiyangdeshijiaolailejietazishen。tajuedezishenjijiangjindaoquanjichang，yinerkeyishuo，tashihuaizheyizhongbazijikanzuoshinanrentongyangdirendexintai。jiaruyuwenjingnvshengduizhan，nanrenhuiquanzidongjuedezishenshichaozhongliangjicansaixuanshou，erbalingyifangkanzuoshiqingliangcansaixuanshou(youchengzhiweishujia)。zaiquantaizishangbusuiyibuchenggongdexinxinnvrenhuihuodenanrendezhongshi，jibian taqueshibingbaile。weishenmeni?youyutazhidao，tashiyigejingshenshizhiyilibudaodenvren。jiusuanshibuchenggong，tayebaidefengcai。zaizouchuquantaideqingkuangxia，tapobudeyigengweizhongshita。

 “huai”nvrendegerenxingweifangfazainanrenkanlaishinenggoulejiede。tayingyongnanrenzhongjianchangjiandeyuyanyutahuihua，zheiyeyiyangshitayishidao，tachuzaiyigeyutagongzhengduijuedegaokuanbi。zaigoutongjiaoliushi，bingbuhuiyouhenduodeshenhuisediqu，tahuizhijieledangdibiaoshuzishendeguannian。aideditushishenme？nishibushiyongxinkaolvdaoguozheigewenti?dajiahebukanyixia“huai”nvrenyuwenjingnvshengdejiaowei。

tajielitaohaonanren，shitachixuchushitayaoxiangdewupin。jiaruwufadedao，bianhuikubizi、xinshenbuanhuomianlubushuang。

 taburongyizhuangshiyiqieshierhuoshiyingyongwanzhuanjiaofa。talijijiangchuzishendeaihao，bingranglingyifanggaoqingchuzaizenyangkandaitadenantishang，shenmenenggouzuo，shenmebunengzuo。

 tahuilijutadezuixing，huozhetaoluntadexinlitihui。tahaoxiangyouyizhongmingxiandehai[size=10.5001080t]ziqi。

tashiyigewanshandenvren，yinertadeshenshangmeiyouyouzhi。tabingchiyizhongjutiderenshengjiazhiguan

jiarutayimouleifangfasunhaileta，tahuichouqi。suihou，tahuishitazhiqianbinglishizhihouburongyizaicifasheng。

 tahuidaotuiyibu，yongjianmobiaomingyiqie。zaitiqianzhunbeiwentuoyihou，tahuiduiyuzishendebiaozhunyutagoutongjiaoliu;tahuiquelibiaoming，zheileishierbukeyizaicichuxian，jiaruqueshichansheng，tajianglikelikai。

tagaozhizishen：“tabingmeiyouzhunbeineiban”jiarutagerenxingweibushan，tahuiweitazhaodaozhuduotuoci。

tahuimashangzhuyidaotadebulimao，bingguoduanditishitaliuyi。

weilegenghaoditaohaonanren，tabipozijizuoyixiebuyuanyizuodeshi。tahaijiazhuangkaixin，zhuangzuoxiai。

taburongyizuoyiqiebuyuanyizuodeshi，haihuijixuguoduandishitalejie。tashilizaiyigegongzhengdeguandianshangyutaxiangchu。

 aidecuowei,jiaru2gechengnianrennanrenzaigoutongjiaoliulehenzhangqihou，tamenfeichangshaohuizaiwanbijiaotanshibiaoshi：“nishanghailewodeqinggan。”zaiqinggancengmian，yigenanrenduilingyigenanrenchangshuodezuiqinmiwujiandehuamoguo：“nizhenyaowofahuo。”

 liru，jiasheyigenanrenxiangtadepenyoujiezouqian，danmeiyouhai，tamenzhongjianyebuhuiyinerjiuhuiyourongzaershanggandehuihua。jiaruqueshijingliyixieyucixiangguandegoutongjiaoliu，neiyeshijianjieminglede，erqietongchanghuiyi“qunimade，hundan”erjieshu。suihoutamendexiangchuyiqiedoujieshule，wobuxiangxinaiqing。

 youyu“huai”nvrenhuijiangchushierdeshiqing，yinci nanrenzhongshitadegoutongjiaoliufangfa。zainanrenlaikan，fahuobuyiweizherouruo。tajuede，tabiqingxubuwendingdenvrengengshanyuguanliziji。yingduiqingxubuwendingdenvren，tamenhuicongkeguanshijiaoduofangmianquanshi，juedetamenmeigeyueyicideyuejingzhouqihuizaocheng tamenshentideshengzhangjisushidiao。huoshitahuijuede，tamenshiruoxiao。erzaiyingdui“huai”nvrenshi，tahuijuedetarenshizijiyijingganshenmehebuyuanganshenme，lejiezishenxihuanshenmetaoyannaxie。“huai”nvrenshijingliwangshengde(zaizheier，wobingbingbushizhilaladuizhangdezheiguganjing)。

 aidecuojue,yizhaoyixierendejiaofa，“bitch”zheigecilaiziyuduanjuzi“babeintotalcontrolofherself’(lianghaokongzhitazishendenvhaier)zhongmeiyigeyingyudancideshouxie。bizheiyitouxiangaoxiedeshurong，bianshi“feichangzhideqingqingweihubaoyangdefengcainvren”。tashiqudechenggongdedaibiao，shuomingzheiyinvrengengshinanrenzuihouyaoxiangbaocunde。jibian bukaolvdaoqita，zhishiyouyutazijintouruzaoyizheibanzhiduozheiyishijiyuangu，tayeburongyirangtaliqu。tahuiyizhiqinfen，zhengdexiyinta。