爱哭的我,不只是爱别人，还有自己

 ai，bubixiangdetaiduo。niqingshen，tayiwang。zheijiukeyile。neimeaikuderenbuyidingliuleiyounaxieni?xiamianjiugensuixiaobianyiqilaikankanaikudewodewenzhangba。

 guoduorenzhangzuibikoufencijianba“ai”ziguazaizuishang，cengzheibanrangrenhanxudibiaoshudeta，zheibanjujidichuxianzaijiaotanzhong，wohuranyoudianerbutaishushi：ai，zaoyiyuelaiyuezheibankouyuti!jiuhaosiyingguotaolunqiwen，meiguorentanpiaoliangmeinv，womenzhongguorentangebilinju……niyizhizaitanqitadeqingkuangxianaizhibuyongzaiguoduodongnaojin，congtazuohuatitaolungangkaishixianliao，jiexiaqujiaotandouhuiwanwuyishi，queyewushenquweixing。

 tazuihoubianchenglezuijichudeshejiaomeitiyuyan，jinguanwobingburenweitashicuoshi，youbiaoshuyizhihaode，danyitiandaowandajiadouhuishuozhe“ai”，huranmouyikewojuede：woqueshixuehaoquailemeiyou?

 yingyuzhongde“love”，shiyouyijuladingwenjianchengercheng，zheijuhualadingwendeyisishi：aishiduibierenshengmingzhangjiudeguanxin。

zheiyaowoxiangqileyigeci——dacidabei。

 ruguonikeyilejieyigerendekuchu，zheicaijiaoai。aikudewo,——xianrujindajiadangzhongdedabufendouzhizhiliuzaigengqianyidiandefangmian：douqidaipengdaoyigeren，nenglejiebingkuanrongdajiadeyiqiekuchu。dangrenherendouxiangzhezheiyifangweibenbozhaoxun，guaibude，dajiazongyeyubushangzhenshishencengcidelianqing。

tashidangjinganqingjiaoweiguanlianxingdetedian。

congerwoyouxiang：jiaruzhenshinengbaozhengduibierenshengmingdezhangjiuguanxin，jiuwanquanlejieleai、erqienengqingsongcaokongdonglexinma?

实际上不一定。

wojuededezheileidacidabei，haiwubibaokuoduizishendeguanxin。

nishifouhaijidefeiwen•lidexiaogushima?

 feiwen•lipengdaoaolifu•aolifudeqingkuangxia，aikudewo,haijinjinyigebuweirenzhidexiaotongxing，tashitayizhiyilaidechaojiouxiang，ertajuemeideyaoyanyeshiyishunjianzhanjuletadereqing，neiyangdeyushangzhongjiushirexuechuanqieryouzhimingxingde，youyutaheta，yifenbieyongyoujiazhong。tamendeenairuchengyinyiban，ganyuankanduanyiqiehaiyaozaiyiqi。tacongmeiguogandaolemeiguohaolaiwu，jinjinweilegenghaodishouhoutayanxi，houyincuoyangchabianchengle《luanshijiaren》denvyihao。guanyutayingmushangdezaojiu，bubiguoduochanshi，jiusuandangtaqudeleaosikajiangdedapaitianhou，yeqiaoqiaobaxiaojinrenzanglaidaomujuzuishenchu，zhizhitayeyiyanghuocirongyu，tacaishuxindibazijiyiqianneizunnachulaihetadebaifangzaiyiqi。wonanyixiangxiangnagepanninvwangyiyangde“heiguafusijiali”，yehuibijiaomingantiexindaozheibutiandi!danshiyutalaijiang，baozhengzheiyidianyebingbushinanti，yaoshitaaita。

 zhihoudangtamenzongsuanfenbielihunle，xiufusuiyihoudefeiwen•lijibenshangyikedoubukendenghou，lashangtalaijiubenxiangzhujiaotang，tayaobianchengtashunlichengzhangdelaopo。zaixuedaozheiyiduanshi，wojibenshangkeyitongguodayinzhizhangchupengdaotadexingfukuaile!yuefajuerandenvxing，aidewendu，nengsunhuaiquanbuyuzhoukongjian!

 yifenguntangdeaigezailiangrenzhengzhongjian，jiaruchuanchuzheiyifenhuobaozhiaidezhishishizaiqizhongdemouyifang，neibidingshiyiduanzoubushangzhongdianzhandeganqing。yizhiyu21nianhou，tayulaiyuwufakongzhidekuangzaoxintai，cushitayaoyuanbaituolejiamenkou。danshitarengranzheibanaita，zaixiegeitade22yezhangxinzhongqingtuguduyusinian。danshizheishideta，zaoyishitarendexinlangguan。

feiwen•licengshuo：“ningkeyuaolifuduguoduanzandeyisheng，yebukenhetarenduguoyouzhangyisheng。”

 zuoweinvxing，wolejietadetiaoxuan，youmianbulekebeifeijinxinsi：nvrena，quanshiyinduizishenshengmingdehushi，caimanzuleaideguanzhudu。

 yiduanqingganzhong，ruoliangrendoutaikeguan，zheishijieshangyejiumeilekerexuechuanqirexuechuanqideganqing。yizhiyifangchongzuhulvezishen，naizhiyongcanhaizishenshengmingdefangfacaibayiduanqingshaodegunrezhiren。yinweiwochangshuoneiyangdeganqingtaibuheli!keyaotongtonggongzhengle，sheiyebuqiansheile，liangrendequanqiuyejiuqueshinenggoufenbiepingxingmianle。

zheijiushejidaolaidaobuyuanyitiji、quepobudeyitijideyigeci——fangqi。

 zhiyaoshirexuechuanqideganqing，biyoujidadefangqi，yinzhineileishaoxiancankudeyishumei，caichongzujirenyizhongzhenhanrenxinhejiyili。buqingchuaolifuwannianshiqishiyigerenzuozhefangjianneishoukanfeiwen•lidechuanjipianshi，liuxialaideshiruheweidaodeyanlei。dajiadoutaixiangle，yaoxiangdedouyimoyiyang。youyuduiaiguoduoyikao，qipanliangrendeyiqienengheweiyiti，baodeyuejin，lingyifangquezhengtuoyuezhang。dajiabuguyiqiediquaiyigeren，jinjinyouyu，duitashengmingdeguanxin，yaoyuanshengyulezishendeshengming。

 dajiarichangshenghuodequanqiu，butaishenaiderendoudijiutianzhangle，shenshendishenaiderenquefendaoyangbiaole。zheigenyuanfenmeiyouguanxi，shidajiaxinlidouduizhitangdeai，baoyoushenshendidehaipa。aiyigeren，zongyaoxinganqingyuanxiangzengyixiesuiyi，dangyigerenaizhenichaochutadeshengmingshi，niyejiugangkaishichongjingzheixiebutaiaidesuiyue……

yinci ，aikuderenbuyidingliulei,airengxudacidabei，erdacidabei，xianxiangzishen。